3D Puzzle & Girlfriends (Part 2)

Less than four hours after 3D Puzzle and Girlfriends (part 1) was posted, I received a phone called from the champion of the 3D-puzzle-game-in-the-house, Yasotha.

"Ain....!!!! Sedih....!!!! Baca your blog, Yaso nangis...!!!"
Tengok! Tengok! Kan aku kata dia sentimental. Hehehe.. tapi takut juga aku, kalau dia nangis sebab terguris hati dan perasaannya dek kelantangan aku menulis apa yang aku tafsir. Ya lah, sebagai manusia biasa, mustahil kita mampu tafsir peribadi apatah lagi hati dan perasaan seseorang yang lain dengan sangat tepat kan. Sebab? Kita manusia, bukan pencipta manusia yang tahu how a human is actually operated ;) Yaso, nangis eh? Hehehe...

Sebab mudah tersentuhnya hati Yaso ni lah, dia boleh mudah sentuh hati orang juga. Her sensor on detecting people's feeling also awesome! At least, for me! Pernah aku konon-konon nak berlagak macho, changing the sad topic, and looking to somewhere else But in 0.005 seconds, she said, "don't change the topic, don't lie, i know you are not okay!" Haaaa.. hebat kan? Hehehehe..

Okay, cukup untuk Yaso. Nanti dia call aku lagi, dia cakap lagi, "Ain!!! I am touched!!! Aku nangis lagi!" :P

Kita pergi ke... hurm.. game master lah, Risha!
Ya la, sebab dia tengah sibuk-sibuk kemas barang tu, nak berambus dari Johor, memulakan hidup baru, di tahun baru, di umur barunya, bersama suami terchenta dan dekat dengan keluarga-keluarga. Ecewah.

Daripada 3D puzzle game yang dibuat, Risha dinobatkan sebagai pemenang pingat gangsa, dikongsi bersama Azila the Cinderella. Risha ni orangnya senang teruja. Dia punya teruja tu, dia mampu buat aku yang berhasrat nak tidur sampai tengahari, tapi dia ketuknya pintu bilik aku sampai aku bangun semata-mata sebab nak makan nasi lemak sama-sama di pagi hari cuti!

Nampak tak permainan dia? Bila dia teruja, dia akan mempengaruhi (memaksa!) orang untuk teruja sekali. Habis satu rumah kena main 3D puzzle. Masa dia rajin, satu hari dia boleh masak 5, 6 kali! Masa dia semangat nak buat kerja sekolah dia, kau goda la dia dengan keluar tengok wayang ke, karaoke ke, tengok lampu ke, makan makanan kegemaran dia ke, dia akan jawab, "No!" Hurm, semangat memegang kepada kedegilan. hehehe... Kelebihan perangai dia ni, kalau nak bergumbira, memang perlukan dia ni, and it will be super fun! Kelebihan perangai dia dalam kerja pula, kerja dia akan selesai!

TETAPI! bila dia semangat sangat, dia ada kecenderungan untuk kurang sensitif dengan orang sekeliling (I am in my own world, gayanya) sampai dia tak sedar apa dia cakap (merepek). Contoh, masa dia buat castle dia tu, (yang lagi besar dari castle aku dan Yaso, benci!) dia boleh senang-senang suruh makhluk yang sopan santun, Azila dengan nada "Azila! Cepat, kau buat yang ini!" Amboi! Kau ingat kau ratu ke Risha? Nak suruh-suruh orang? Hehehe..

Tapi, tak ada masalah, sebab orang yang dia suruh tu, Azila the Cinderella. Sekarang korang faham kan kenapa Azila diberi gelaran Cinderella? Selain kening dan kulit yang cantik, dia memang senang tolong orang tanpa banyak karenah, bahasa yang sangat baik, santun, kalau usik dia pun dia tak melenting. Haih, memang baiklah orangnya! Cuma kalau baik sangat, nanti senang kena buli tau, Azila! No, no, no.. you are too precious to be easily bullied, okay. Be tougher a little bit then you will be Azila the Cinderella the Lalalala...!! Tapi Azila tak ada lah Cinderella all the time. Bila berniaga, haaaaa... dialah diva! Hantu berniaga budak ni. Nasib baik dia tak keluarkan fatwa, "setiap penyertaan 3D puzzle dikenakan bayaran RM 5! Percuma Kek Anis" Hehehe..

Okay, aku dah cover Risha dan Azila. Sementara internet aku tak okay, itu aku tulis ni (atas notepad dulu). Haih, tak datang lab kena tuduh suka holiday. Datang lab, inilah cabarannya. huhuhu...

Nak tambah pasal pemenang tempat kedua, Ain Cantik! Akulah tu. Hehehe...

Tapi, aku malu nak mengaku aku pemenang tempat kedua.. hehehe.. sebab, Yaso tolong aku. Hehehe.. Ya, aku rasa, inilah aku. Aku pernah ditegur oleh seorang senior Toastmasters (Cindy Wong), "when people puji you, say thank you...". Sebab aku selalu rasa I always have people behind me to help me achieving what I have. Aku ingat aku pernah marah mak aku semata-mata sebab dia kecoh kat kawan dia aku dapat UPSR 5A. Hurm.. I am not sure if it is a good or bad thing, but the bad thing is, I am not sure how to handle people yang bersusah payah nak acknowledge me. In Toastmaster, I learn to accept pujian dan belajar to say thank you & still be humble. Ecewah. Therefore, I learn to praise others too, as an effective pujian, to inspire people, bukan puji kaki kipas atau cium b*****.

Kelebihan aku, aku malas baca manual. eerr.. kelebihan ke tu? ya lah, jimat masa! Ada je yang aku pasang puzzle tu aku tak ikut nombor (kantoi! puzzle ada nombor!). Sebab aku fikir "ala, sama je, castle tu kan simetri!" Sikap ambil mudah aku yang konon-konon nak cepat dan efisyen tu, akhirnya memakan diri apabila tiba-tiba tingkat dua castle aku tu kubahnya terbalik. Haaa! Tambah haru bila adik aku, Iqa, tanya, "Along, kenapa ada lubang tu?" Ya, aku lupa pasang lantai untuk tingkat dua castle aku!

Bayangkan, princess tu terbalik. 

Hehehe.. Sebab pieces tu semua gambar sama depan belakang tau! Cewah, alasan!

I have the tendency to fix the bigger picture first, make it look complete but actually it doesn't. And that is what happening to my thesis now! Hahahaha.. semua orang (termasuk supervisors) aku pelik, "Apa yang tak siap-siap lagi tu, kan semua dah ada?" Mereka tak nampak, ada 'lantai' yang aku tak pasang lagi hehehehe...

Kecoh? Ya, aku kecoh. "Wah! I tengah buat last piece!" saja berlagak nak susahkan hati competitors. Muahaha.. it is a game what...? "Alamak! Terbalik!".
"Aaaahhh!! Tak ada lantai!". Dan betapa overnya aku, semua orang buat puzzle masing-masing sambil duduk, aku sampai meniarap. Over tak?



*****

Satu hari, mak aku ala-ala nak jadi kaunselor.
"Long, kenapa tesis kau tak siap lagi?"
"Ma, supervisor kata ain kene tulis detail lagi. Ada kesimpulan, tapi ain tak tulis kenapa kesimpulan tu jadi macam tu."
"Oh, dulu masa kau sekolah, cikgu pernah complain. Dia kata kau buat latihan Matematik betul, tapi kau tak tulis jalan  kerja"
"Ye ke?"
"Ye, aku faham benau masalah kau tu. Kau jangan nak berlagak pandai sangat lah!"
"Ma!! Mana ada!"
"Okay, kau gelojoh!"
Fine.


****

Nanti aku sambung pemerhatian aku (termasuk Risha dan Ajan membantu analisis, ecewah) terhadap dua lagi peserta, Ajan dan Ida semasa permainan 3D puzzle itu berlangsung, okay?

3D Puzzle and GIRLFRIENDS

Sedang Risha dan Nina sibuk window shopping, aku macam tak ada semangat sesemangat mereka. Layan saja dua orang makhluk comel itu cuba dress, cuba skirt dan cuba buat aku mencuba. Ada satu kedai tu, mereka tengah tengok-tengok tudung, dan aku tiba-tiba terbuat muka gembira sangat dan bersuara teruja! "Wah!"
Risha toleh ke arah yang aku pandang.
"Hah! Aku dah agak dah kau bukan excited tengok tudung ni, tapi kau tengok tu!"

Tahu apa yang aku tengok? Dekat atas rak tudung kedai tu, ada ini...
 Heeeee... cantik! 3D puzzle! Aku suka! Pernah nak beli masa jumpa dekat KSL dulu, ada Eiffel Tower.. KLCC.. macam -macam.. tapi masa tu macam, mahal sangat lah.. macam seratus ringgit juga.. susah sangat lah.. tengah sibuk ni nanti leka.. maka tinggallah harapan.. Jadi bila nampak dekat kedai tudung tu, haruslah aku teruja!

Sehinggalah, tiba-tiba... tiba-tiba... kami sampai ke sebuah kedai yang jual 3D puzzle dengan harga RM 3.90 dan RM 4.90!!!!
"Serius 3 ringgit 90 sen, bos? Serius?!" aku separa teriak.
Taukeh kedai tu senyum, "Ya, betul, murah saja!"
"Korang! Nak!" aku dah peluk-peluk dah..
"Kan! Haaa.. pilih! pilih!!", Risha bergaya ala emak yang memberi kebenaran kepada anak-anak untuk membeli alat permainan baru.
"Ni aku punya, ni Ajan punya.. ni Ida punya.. haaaa...."
"Haaa.. ni untuk Aisy!!! Dan Echa!!!"
"Kita buat game ni masa malam BBQ kita nanti nak?!", cadang si Risha dengan lebih teruja.
"Set!!! Nina pengadil!"

Dan..  hasilnya.... pada malam kami buat BBQ kat rumah, atau nama glamornya, fogging-satu-rumah-tapi- bau-sedap, bila dah kenyang, Game Master Risha pun keluarkan 3D puzzle.. Inilah hasil akhir game tersebut!

 

Ruang bilik tidur oleh Ida

 

Castle comel aku!

 

Yasotha's castle!

 

Castle Risha the game master! Dengan kerjasama Azila the Cinderella!

 

Dan... dapur oleh Ajan!

Seronok! Bila buat macam pertandingan, buat dengan kawan-kawan yang happening, memang seronok sangat! 3D puzzle was just a tool. Yang penting, manusia-manusia yang excited tu. Termasuklah adik aku, Iqa dan mummy Yaso, Auntie sebagai pom pom girl. Mak bapak aku dan Echa serta anaknya sudah syahid, zzzzz...

Sebenarnya aku nak cerita satu perkara yang jauh lebih penting daripada asal-usul 3D-puzzle-in-the-house ni... Iaitu,  sikap-sikap aku dan kawan-kawan yang terzahir semasa menyelesaikan 3D puzzle tersebut. Sikap-sikap semasa game itu sangatlah macam sikap kami dalam real life!!! Tak percaya? Jom kita tengok satu responden. Ahakz!

Sebelum tu.. pemenang acara 3D puzzle pada malam BBQ itu ialah, tadaaaaa... Yasotha!!! Dia orang pertama yang siap.. TAHNIAH! Tapi dia diam-diam je masa buat tu. Tak kecoh pun (aku lah yang kecoh tu). Dan bila menang pun dia tak de lah nak hoooraayy!! bagai..  Kalau aku lah siap dulu, mesti aku dah jerit, "Yeah!"

Yaso adalah kawan yang aku kenal yang mampu je buat kerja hebat-hebat ni kadang-kadang (eh, ada kadang2 pulak hehehe) tapi dia humble. Tak kecoh-kecoh pun, ale-ale, dia mampu buat. Itu pun dia malu-malu nak dapat tepukan gemuruh. Kan? Kan? Pastu bila dia dah siap, dia siap tolong aku lagi. Tolong pun tak de la kecoh, "Meh I tolong you...", tak ada. Senyap-senyap je dia menzahirkan kasih sayang. Ecewah. Itulah Yaso dalam real life.. haaaa...

Tetapi! Dia suka sentimental atau emosional. Istana yang dia buat ada princess dan prince charming, biasalah kan, castle kan.. Dia ada sebut, "Alaaa.... ada prince charming.. benci..." dengan nada nak sedih-sedih gitu. Tengok, dia suka tiba-tiba sentimental. Tiba-tiba! Hehehehe... Tapi perlu ada kawan yang tough untuk cakap, "Yaso, don't think it as a prince charming, it is just a guy at the castle! Focus!". Tahu siapakah kawan yang macho itu? Ajan! Hehehehe..

Okay.. ulasan untuk responden selanjutnya? Tunggu.....

Why we cannot see God

SharingForToday#5 : If God really exist, why we cannot see God? (in Islam)

An analogy; I create a pen. I am the creator, and the pen is the creation.
Can I see the pen?
Sure, I can, I am the creator of it.
Can the pen see its creator, me?
No.
If the pen cannot see me, am I not exist?
.....
Then why the pen cannot see me?
Because I didn't provide it the sense (pancaindera) for it to see me.
Why?
I'm the creator, my wish la!

Agama tak adil antara lelaki dan perempuan?

SharingForToday#6: Agama tiada keadilan antara lelaki dan perempuan?

Acara sukan pun MANUSIA asingkan lelaki dengan perempuan. Nak sangat adil, kenapa tak campur je?

Nak sangat adil, kenapa pesakit kencing manis dan darah tinggi tak diberi ubat yang sama oleh doktor? Boleh kata doktor tak adil?

Manusia pun mengatur ikut kesesuaian, apatah lagi Pencipta yang Maha Tahu segala keperluan.

If God really exist

SharingForToday#8 : If God really exist, then why there are poor, sick, or bad people in this world?

How if I change to this ; If there are people with bad hair cut, people with messy hair or problematic scalp, is it because no profesional hair salon in this world?

They have no proof that God doesn't exist but many people have many prove that God exist.
The next question is, not which one is the real God, but HOW they know which one is the real God?

You wear tudung! Why do hair treatment in salon?

SharingForToday#9 : In hair salons, I always receive comments from other customers, "What a waste.. You do hair treatment but then u wear tudung.." and I always reply with my beauty smile.

Why? MUSLIMs who wearing tudung/hijab should have messy, no fashionable or problematic hair? Or we should not have healthy hair and scalp?

"And, the treatment is expensive, so we should not wear tudung" some people might say. This statement is not valid. See this : Do you realize, in shopping malls, the expensive watches are kept in boxes while the cheap ones are displayed freely without case?

So, expensive doesn't mean need to be exposed. And not being exposed doesn't mean should not be taken care.

And... see these two photos ;

Can you relate expensive and protective.. hurmm.. you know what I mean, right?

By the way, wearing hijab is not the most important thing. The most important thing is, why? Let me give you an example. If my boyfriend loves red, but I usually wear yellow and thinking yellow is good for me. To make him happy, and make myself happy by making him feel happy, I will wear red when I want to meet him next weekend. Furthermore, I also realize, red make me look prettier! So, I love to wear red for him!

Can you accept, doing something for someone, because you wanna take care of the relationship between you and that someone? And will it make you peacefully feel happy?

Therefore, I wear hijab when going out, because of the Creator. I choose to totally submit myself to the Creator by practicing the way of life, which is the authentic & pure way the Creator WANTS (not I want).

That is the meaning of Islam. Peace, submission, authentic, pure. (Click here if you wanna read "where islam come from")

How am I so sure that the way of life I practice is truly the way the Creator wants?
How am I so sure that the Creator is the true one I should worship?
I know my answers. Do you?

Mengingatkanmu Hancurkan Hatiku

Drama "Sedalam Mana Cinta" malam tadi benar-benar bikin hati ditusuk dan dirobek. Sedih! Pedih!
(Pergh.. over!)

Pengajaran paling besar, elakkan prasangka buruk terhadap seseorang walaupun satu saat. Kerana kita mungkin bersangka buruk kepada seseorang yang setiap tangisannya kerana muram wajah kita, setiap senyumnya hanyalah disebabkan ketawa kita, setiap saat dan setiap nafasnya berkorban untuk kita, malah setiap langkah dan setiap katanya bersulam cinta untuk kita. Dan bila kita sedar tentang cintanya, kita mungkin dah terlambat. Kita sedar hanya pada saat kedua, yang mungkin bukan lagi milik kita, untuk kita sempat menyayang. Sedih tau drama tu, sedih!

Aku terbawa-bawa drama tu sampai aku cari lagu yang diselitkan dalam drama tu. Lagu yang buat tambah tertusuk kalbu, tentang dalamnya cinta (cinta siapa-siapa lah), lagu Tanpamu. Baru aku ingat, aku pernah suka lagu ni, dan hari ni aku suka dan bertambah-tambah suka lagu ni.

Or, am I moved with this song? Hurm...

I present to you, the translation... (don't laugh if it has grammatically errors.. it is a sad song!!! hehehe.. Ops.. huhuhu...)

*I CANNOT LIVE WITHOUT YOU!


Without You  (Tanpamu - Siti Nurhaliza & Kris Dayanti)

Usually I sleep soundly
Awakened to think about you
Remembering you, you are now far away

Normally I sleep in peace
I'm moved remembering you
Loving you, but you're far away

I try to forget you
Remembering you breaks my heart
Formerly accord
But now all has passed

Love, let me remind you
That I cannot live without
Love, let me remind you
(I will always remember you)
That I cannot live without

Kerang Bakar Dah Masak

Seronoknya menjemput kawan di lapangan terbang. Jarum jam terasa tak berputar. Mata rasa macam kena gam. Lagu sedih dari radio juga kedengaran seperti lagu hari jadi. Baju kemeja hijau muda lengan panjang itu benar-benar satin atau aku saja yang nampak dia seperti bersinar? Rambutnya pendek diketam, gaya tak susah, kasutnya hitam berkilat. Dia kelihatan santai berbual, berdiri tegak tidak, senget pun bukan. Potongan pipi sempurna untuk lukisan seorang lelaki, muka bersih, tenang hati si pemandang. Ketawa tak melampau, senyum tak berlagak, nampak segak dan ramah. Dia berbual-bual dengan dua lelaki lain yang nampak lebih berusia. Seorang bermisai tebal, seorang lagi berpakaian seragam polis. Hah? Polis?! Kasut berkilat! Rambut diketam!

Kerang bakar mula masak. Tersengih. Kawan belum sampai tak apa, aku boleh pandang lagi. Dia mesti tak perasan, sebab mereka rancak berbual dan aku dalam kereta. Sama macam sederet kereta-kereta lain, beratur tunggu, untuk ambil penumpang. Kepala kutoleh 60 darjah ke kiri, memang terang-terangan. Kerang bakar dah masak! Tiba-tiba, mungkin malaikat lalu, ketiga-tiga mereka tak bergerak bibir, diam. Dia toleh 60 darjah ke kiri. Pandangan mata kami bertembung. Waw!

Kurang daripada suku saat, kepala aku kembali ke skala sifar, telefon bimbit kucapai, periksa mesej yang dah dibaca. Pada masa itu, "Kawan! Cepatlah sampai!"

Kawan sampai, aku pandang muka kawan. Ekor mata kanan aku masih nampak kelibat hijau muda berkilau. Tapi tak kulontar pandangan melepasi cermin kereta, takut, malu, atau hati-hati agar tak lampau batas. Cepat-cepat brek tangan aku turunkan, pedal minyak dihenyak, kelibat hijau muda berkilau kutinggal di lapangan terbang.

Sekarang terdetik dalam hati, "Kenapa aku tak toleh lagi sekali?"
Kerang bakar dah siap cecah sambal kicap.
Kulit kerang tinggal kosong.

Where 'ISLAM' come from?

Islam?
Muslim?
Allah?
Muhammad?
Qur'an?

Let us start with Islam.

Do you know what Islam is? ISLAM, was NOT named after any person, tribe or place. Islam is an Arabic word, which have 3 root words. Salam (peace), Aslama (submission), Salima (pure/authentic). Islam is a pure relationship between the one and only God (creator) and creations, which the creations SUBMIT themselves to the Creator in an AUTHENTIC way (way of life that the Creator wants), and reach PEACE.

Furthermore, the name 'Islam' is MENTIONED in the scripture (Qur'an) itself. The name was given by God (Himself), "This day have I perfected your Religion for you, completed My favor upon you and have chosen for you ISLAM as your religion." (Qur'an 5:3)


*Is it possible if I buy a LENOVO handphone, but its manual never mentioned 'LENOVO' in it?*

Additional information :

Christianity is named after Jesus Christ, Buddhism is named after Gautama Buddha, also known as Siddhārtha Gautama, Hinduism is named after a river and Judaism is named after a tribe. But not Islam. The name was given by God, as mentioned in Qur'an. And, it is interesting to know that other books, never mentioned the name of the religions in their texts. (Please let me know if I am wrong here)

So that is it.. Where the name of 'Islam' come from... :)

Aku Tetap Akan Menari

Aku boleh pilih untuk berkurung
Aku boleh pilih untuk murung
Aku boleh menangis sampai bengkak mata
Aku boleh marah sampai merah muka
Tapi hari ini, aku lebih matang.

Aku pilih untuk berjumpa banyak insan
Aku pilih untuk ukir senyuman
Aku memohon tabah di atas sejadah
Aku menyesal dek dosa masa sudah
Kerana hari ini, aku lebih berhemah.

Kau memilih untuk sakiti aku
Kau menari di atas tangisanku
Maka akan kubersedia untuk tarianku sendiri
Akan kurawat sakitku perlahan-lahan
Akan kuterus berjalan walaupun bertongkat
Aku cuba yakini, yang aku tetap akan menari
Pada hari esok jika tidak hari ini
Bersama-sama si dia yang diciptakan menanti
Yang terbaik untuk aku temani
Sambil kuberbisik dalam hati
Tak mustahil si dia adalah kau sendiri.

Selepas Checkmate, HABIS!

Ya, memenangi buah dalam permainan catur adalah menggembirakan. Lebih-lebih lagi kalau dapat makan atau perangkap buah yang hebat-hebat, macam queen dan rook. Tapi itu bukanlah matlamat utama permainan catur.

Ya, ianya mampu melemahkan pihak lawan, dan memberi kelebihan kepada kita, betul. Tetapi, menang buah bukan tanda penyudahan yang menggembirakan, bukan tanda menang perlawanan catur. Penyudahan yang dimahukan adalah, menang, dengan checkmate-kan pihak lawan, kan?

"Memanglah, tapi mestilah nak makan itu ini dulu, perangkap itu ini dulu..."

Perangkaplah berapa banyak rook, bishop, knight atau queen sekalipun, andai tiba-tiba kita kena checkmate, habis. Kita kalah! NOKTAH!

Tiba-tiba, aku bawa falsafah catur dalam percaturan kehidupan kita. Capailah apa saja kegembiraan atau kelebihan yang pada mata kasar adalah alat untuk penyudahan kehidupan yang baik; pendidikan, kerjaya, duit, nama, pasangan... Demi kejayaan hidup dunia dan akhirat katanya. Namun, jika tidak sempat mencapai penyudahan yang baik, dalam keadaan tidak sedia, ale-ale kita yang 'di-checkmate-kan'... Ale-ale ajal sampai? NOKTAH!

Checkmate oleh pihak lawan dalam catur mampu kita elak. Mampu kita baca petandanya. 'Checkmate' kehidupan kita? Mati boleh bila-bila, wei..!

Capailah itu dan ini, kejarlah semuanya... Cuma bersedialah, jika tiba-tiba percaturan hidup kita tamat...
Sesungguhnya kita sedia maklum, selepas 'checkmate', HABIS!

*Jadual sendat dek catur. Tengok apa pun nampak catur*

Keep Sharing!

When I was thinking how hectic my life is, I feel like I should save my time and energy for my responsibilities. Some people say, my 'PRIORITIES'.

I don't need to spend (or people say, 'waste') time doing something which I can choose for not doing it. For example, eerr.. I cannot give an example, because if I have something in mind that I want to do, I will always find ways to do it. Hurm.. People say, "you are not strict in prioritizing your works, Ain".

Yes, you are right when looking at the perspective, "Ain failed to do her works". But, I am not failed yet. I am still working on it.. on them.. Still working on my PhD. Still have few weeks as President of UTM Toastmasters Club. Still have chance in finishing my first novel. I am not failed yet. I am on my way to success. To my targets.

I am improving myself in prioritizing my to-do-list. I am working hard on improving myself. "Okay, I need to drop some of my interests. For example, in sharing via blog", I said to myself.

But suddenly, when I start thinking to spend less time for sharing, like telling friend about good things (or write in this blog) then I found this -->




So, I choose to NOT stop sharing to 'save' my time like some people do. Because I want to keep sharing. Life is too short, I need to share more. I need to do it NOW! Life is not about how much I receive, but how much I can give.

No matter how hectic your days are, keep sharing!
Because sharing makes you bigger than you are. The more you pour out, the more life will be able to pour in.

~Ditulis secara pantas oleh Ain Cantik yang tengah semangat~

Get A Life!

When I talk about my research, they say, "OMG, your life, full of PHYSICS...!!! You are nerd.."
When I talk about UTM, they say, "OMG, your life, just for your employer..!"
When I talk about Toastmasters, they say, "OMG, your life, full of Toastmasters! "
When I talk about Kelab Lambaian Masyarakat and Smart Camp, UTM's clubs organizing welfare activities and motivational camps, they said, "OMG, your life, still care about the clubs?"
When I talk about Comparative Religious Study, religious talks and programs, usrah, they say, "OMG, your life... so religious!"
When I talk about my students, they say, "OMG, how many home tuition you do in a week?"
When I talk about having fun with housemate, they say, "OMG, your life, your housemate, your house.."
When I talk about blogging, writing novel, they say, "OMG, your life, only with your computer.."
When I talk about movie, karaoke and window shopping, they say, "OMG, your life, fun fun fun..."
When I talk about craft, they say, "OMG, you have so much free time to cut and paste papers?"
When I talk about photography, they say, "OMG, are you a photographer?"

If you only know me from one of the activities listed above (or other activities I didn't write) ;

1. Don't ask me to make my life more balance, 
2. don't say that I am lucky because I am single, 
3. don't say that I am not as busy as you, 
4. don't say that you have more commitment than me, 
5. don't say something that make me feel like telling you, "Hey, you, get a life!"

If you are ;

1. responsible to do something,
2. or love to do something,
3. or committed to do something,

you will have time for it. TIME IS A MIRACLE. Allah mentioned TIME in the Quran (bersumpah atas nama masa);

By time,

 

Indeed, mankind is in loss,

Except for those who have believed and done righteous deeds and advised each other to truth and advised each other to patience.

If you think others' life are as boring as yours, as colorless as yours, or as stressful as yours, you are talking to a mirror. Again, get a life! Let's not to be the mankind-in-loss.

I am not excellent in everything I do, I am sure. My aim is, I want to do things that I want to do and try my best to be a better me. For one purpose, fulfilling life, for preparation.. meeting Him (again, I am trying my best to).

Life is short, too precious to be spent on listing the obstacles. Life is short, wasting it to count others' blessings is not an option. Life is short, so much to do, so much to tell, so much to love. Life is short, it is like an ice-cream, enjoy it before it melts.

I wish all of us have a better day.. better day.. better day...!! =D
*Talking to myself.. talking to myself...

By the way, I have a good news. Today, I use the new perfume I bought yesterday! Weeheeee....!!!

Your happiness, my sufferings - Bahagiamu, deritaku - Hafiz

Your happiness, my sufferings ~ Bahagiamu, deritaku - Hafiz

I hear you truly love her,
I hear your heart is hers,
She`ll be your life companion,
And I`ll just be your friend.

It hurts to admit you`re just a normal friend,
But I have to forcefully accept fate.

What I know is,
I don`t want to forget this love.
You sparked the fire,
Lighting up the old memories.

I don`t know how to value your love,
I failed to protect it.

Leave me, slowly I`ll accept it.
The more I suffer,
The more you`d be happy.

Why do I become weak?
Truly, I don`t expect she`ll bring my heart along with you,
Along with you....

*
Aku cuba terjemah lagu ni sendiri selama sejam. Dengan tabah dah siap semak kamus cari sinonim bagai. Selepas sejam, aku
ragu-ragu dengan terjemahan aku, lalu aku Google "Bahagiamu Deritaku +
English Translation". Hasil dapatannya ialah satu terjemahan seorang gadis di
blog peribadi beliau. Dan aku rasa aku suka terjemahan dia, sehingga malu nak
kongsi terjemahan aku. hehehe.. Sebab, terjemahan gadis tu (yang di atas) sangat
indah bahasanya, dan betul-betul menjiwai lagu. Huh. Seterusnya, aku
pun melayan perasaan.. Lalalala.... Hurm... why do I become weak?